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Janet Shelton had always considered herself losing in
the game of life; never beautiful enough, smart enough, clever enough or
sensitive enough. She had felt that way from her earliest recollections
and the feelings she had developed in those early years were still with
her.
It wasn’t that she didn’t try to measure up but rather, she failed to meet
the goals she set for herself. Others were always better or quicker or
better coordinated or seemed to excel in ways she couldn’t complete. In
Junior High School, she began her growth spurt and while other girls were
sprouting breasts, she simply grew tall and skinny and came to loath her
personal appearance.
In school, she always made the Dean’s list and the honor roll but even
when she ranked first in academic excellence in the school, she was sure
that other schools had higher standards therefore she wasn’t really the
best. In sports, she was always first to every practice and the last to
leave which resulted in her playing several sports and lettering but;
again, there were always better players.
Socially, might have been popular but she chose instead a kind of social
isolation. While other girls her age were getting experience in social
situations, she remained aloof and apart from her peers.
By the time she’d reached the University on a full scholarship, she had
never been on a real boy/girl date. It wasn’t that she didn’t want to;
rather, it was because of her attitude of remaining apart and aloof. Of
course, to her the problem was simply that she was a loser in life’s game.
It was in her sophomore year that Janet made the decision to find out more
about boy/girl relations and what all the talk about sex that seemed to
pervade every conversation in the dormitory was all about. Then, having
made the decision, she set about a plan to meet and seduce a man.
Of course, by this time, Janet had changed. Her awkward, gangly body had
developed a certain grace and her dirty blonde hair, blue eyes and clear
complection fairly cried out for sex - a situation that several of the
older Senior men were quick to notice. One, in particular, was quick to
avail himself .
This Senior football player was sidelined for the year with a leg injury
and Janet found herself seated next to him at one of the football games.
She was very amenable to his line of chat and it was late that night, as
they returned to Janet’s dorm room with every intention of getting it on.
The seduction had been closer to a rape than a love affair as the guy gave
no thought to her virgin status, preferring instead to simply get it on.
As he moved on her, Janet had no experience or understanding of what
should be expected of her and simply bowed to the big lugs vast
experience. His kisses had been neither pleasant nor passion filled and as
his hands began to explore her breasts, she had sensed that he was simply
there to use her. . . to take all she had to give!
Again, Janet was facing a problem as the loser she perceived herself to
be. She simply perceived the whole matter as a guy, lowering himself to
give her the sex she had set as her goal. She could expect no more! She
must grit her teeth and submit to the advances of the guy who she’d only
met the afternoon before.
As she considered her plight, the big guy had been steadily undressing her
and mauling her breasts. She offered a steady stream of , “No! Please. .
.” or ,”Stop, “ or, “That hurts. . .” in low tones so as not to alert the
rest of the dormitory to what was happening. Only once did she cry out
loudly, when the big cock had entered her unprepared vagina for the first
time and tore away any remnants of her hymen. The, “UUHH GHHHNNN. . . .”
that signaled the loss of her maidenhood was easily hear in the halls of
the dorm.
The rest of the act was simply the big guy ramming his cock into her newly
opened pussy without mercy as her pleas to stop or slow down continued.
Then, as she felt the spurts of hot semen splash into her belly, it was
over. The big guy, having deposited his load, simply moved off from her,
dressed, offered a quick “thank you” and departed oblivious to Janet’s
sobbing.
As she lay, collecting her thoughts, Janet knew she had made a made a big
mistake and in her usual fashion, held herself entirely to blame. It had
been just another in a long list of mistakes that she held herself
personally accountable. After a time, she arose from the bed, changed the
sheets and picked up the clothes that had been scattered about before
taking a long, hot shower.
Meanwhile, as Janet was being so rudely used, Toni Bezzola lay in his bed,
a few scant inches from the action and separated by the only thin wall
that divided their rooms. He had heard the couple come in and gave them
little thought until he heard them on the bed, close to the wall. Janet’s
cries had been plainly audible and the sound of their sexual intercourse
were unmistakable.
At first , Toni had mistaken Janet’s pleas to stop as part of their play
and gave them no thought. It wasn’t until the action was over and he heard
her sobbing that he realized that it hadn’t been a pleasant experience for
her.
Then, as Toni considered his neighbor, he realized that he really didn’t
know her. They had passed frequently in the halls and around campus but
they had never really chatted or befriended each other. She was really
quite beautiful and he wondered why such a girl seemed to be a “loner”
without close friends. As he drifted off to sleep, he thought, “Oh well,
She’s outta’ my league.”
Next morning, as Toni left his room to go to breakfast, he bumped into
Janet quite by accident as she returned to her room with a load of clean
washing. As he sought to apologize, he noted her eyes, red and deep sunk
into their darkened sockets and felt a surge of sympathy for this girl he
had never really befriended before. Suddenly, he spoke, “I was about to go
get some breakfast and could use some company. Are you up for Sunday
brunch?”
Janet offered a quick, “No!” and Toni felt a challenge as he responded,
“Ah, come on. You look like you could use some food and a friend.” Thirty
minutes later they were in the dining room, getting big plates of food and
moving together in silence.
As they ate, Janet was cold and unfriendly. Somewhat frustrated by her icy
attitude, trying to start a conversation, Toni, made several attempts but
was met with no success as Janet seemed preoccupied. Finally, he said,
“The walls in our dorm are thin and I heard you in your room last night.”
With that revelation, Janet was completely stunned. She sat trying to come
up with the right words to respond as the horror of the knowledge that
Toni knew her secret settled into her thinking. . . Then, getting no
response, he continued, “I wasn’t spying on you nor did I intentionally
listen but it’s hard to not hear when the walls are so thin. Don’t worry,
your secret’s safe with me.”
Then, as Janet’s anger arose, she spoke again, “So you decided to invite
me here to what. . . .? I suppose you had something in mind.”
As Toni heard the words, he felt his own anger rise. He responded, “Well,
actually, you sounded like you needed a friend, someone to talk to. . .”
And his words were cut off by Janet saying, “So you thought you’d be my
friend . .? Why?”
Toni had enough. He reasoned it had been a mistake to get involved and
arose to extricate himself from further embarrassment by leaving. Then, as
he turned to go, he spoke, “Sorry to have interfered in your business. It
won’t happen again.”
Back in her room, Janet’s anger soon abated and she thought about the
unanticipated turn of events. Toni knew her secret. He could expose her to
embarrassment and ridicule at any time simply by talking. On the other
hand, he had said that her secret was safe. Monday came and went and the
events of Saturday night were soon relegated to history. It was Monday
night that Janet lay awake in her bed, still pondering her situation when
she heard a sharp rap on the wall as if someone had struck it. She
listened but heard nothing save for some usual bedroom noises.
Then, on an impulse, she knocked on the wall, three distinct knocks, and
waited. In a moment, she hear three knocks in reply. With that Toni heard
Janet’s voice ask, “Is that you? Toni. He answered, “Actually, I’m
exotica, a male stripper in disguise. “ he replied. Her response was in
low tones as she said, “Cut that out Toni. Can we talk? Can I come over
and talk to you? Nothing’ll happen.” “Nothing, are you sure? Come on
over.!”
A minute later, Janet appeared at his door and Toni admitted her.
As she entered, Janet had never looked more beautiful. The few added
pounds since arriving at the university had set well on her. Of course,
her beauty had not gone un-noticed by Toni and he felt the faint tinge of
lust as she entered. Of course, he reasoned, she was out of his league.
Janet spoke first, “I’m sorry about the way I treated you in the dining
room. It was stupid and hurtful of me and you deserve better. I feel bad
about it.” Toni, accepted the apology lightly and suggested that Janet sit
and talk for a bit. . . get acquainted!
It was nearly 0100 hours when Janet left Toni’s room. Her mind was awash
in conflicting thoughts. Toni was surely a nice guy but he seemed such a
wimp - he was hardly taller than she was and a real weakling. He had no
interest in sports and performed only the minimum physical education
requirements to stay in the university. She sensed that he had treated her
like a friend and that was a rare experience for her. He just didn’t seem
sexy. . . She needed a friend!
As the weeks passed, Toni and Janet found themselves together often. Both
were excellent students and on the Dean’s List. Both were enrolled in
difficult academic majors. More importantly, he had quickly learned how
Janet perceived herself and set himself to helping her regain confidence
and faith in herself. He spoke often of her good features and adored her
with his eyes and mind at every opportunity. Of course, even as he paid
court to her, Toni realized that he was only a farm boy, the son of
sharecroppers and not in her social class. Janet, on the other hand, was
developing new respect for Toni. He was a true gentleman in the finest
sense, sensitive to others, responsible and very intelligent. Each day,
she sensed his masculinity more and more.
It was on the first day of their sophomore second term that they met after
returning from Christmas holiday that Janet made the decision. Toni was
the only guy to ever display any real interest in her and he was a prize
she might never get close to again. Her plan was simple - she’d seduce him
and he’d make her a woman. . . unlike that past event that she’d decided
didn’t really count!
Having made the decision, she realized, that having no experience in these
matters, she hadn’t the faintest idea how to proceed. Then, using some
female logic, she went to Toni and said simply, “I want to go to bed with
you. I want you to show me what it’s like to be a woman.” and
Toni, stunned by the suddenness of her proposal, stalled for time even as
he was agreeing with all his heart and mind and body. He said simply, “I’d
like that but you should know that I’ve got no experience in those matters
either. Perhaps we could learn together.”
It was at that precise moment that their bonding began. Janet walked to
him, kissed him on the lips and embraced him as Toni responded with some
moves of his own. No matter that it was an awkward embrace and a sloppy
kiss that offered nothing - they would improve as they gained experience
together.
That evening, Toni and Janet walked to the dining hall together , holding
hands and feeling their togetherness. After dinner, back in Janet’s room,
Toni seated himself beside her on her bed and kissed Janet squarely on the
lips and lingered as they felt the felt their first rush of lust rise up.
They kissed again and again. . .perhaps a dozen times with each experience
providing more pleasure than the previous.
When they seemed to have developed their proficiency at kissing on the
lips, Toni had felt Janet’s tongue pressing for entrance into his mouth.
His lips parted and their tongues met in a wild dance. By midnight they
seemed to have developed their art of kissing to that of experts and it
was Toni who said that he had a big day coming and needed to get some
sleep before departing for his room.
Next day, Janet and Toni hurried back to their room after classes to
complete their homework. It was nearly 1900 hours when Toni knocked on
Janet’s door and was admitted. They were together in an embrace even as
the door closed. Then, together they kissed, a deep soul kiss, and pressed
their bodies together in the embrace. Again they felt awkward as they
strove to feel as much of their bodies pressing together as possible. . .
practice would improve that condition.
They kissed as old and experienced lovers and felt their bodies quicken in
respone to the sensual feelings that their kisses aroused. They looked
into each other’s eyes; only a glance at first as neither was experienced
in eye contact; then, with real effort, they met and maintained the eye
contact and slowly learned to communicate from their very soul. An hour
passed as they worked on communicating their feelings through the eyes.
Then, as they sat on her bed, Janet suddenly turned and pushed Toni on to
his back on the bed; then proceeded to remove his polo shirt. It was done
half in fun and half in earnest as she sought to look at his bared body.
Then, done, she saw the taut muscles and well toned flesh and wondered how
she’s ever thought of him as a wimp. As she considered him, she felt her
own blouse fall from her shoulders and with a single motion deposited in
on the floor.
On seeing her still straddling him and much bare flesh showing, Toni
stopped what ever he was doing and proceeded to adore her with his eyes.
Nothing was said. Nothing need be said! Janet was well aware of his
thoughts and suddenly, for possibly the first time in her life, she felt
adequate - she held him in her power! Giddy with the knowledge, she
reached behind her and loosed the clasp on her bra.
As Toni lay quietly adoring Janet with his mind and body, he was
pleaqsantly aware when she had reached behind her - His eyes were ready
for their feast as the bra fell clear and her breasts stood out before
him. Not big, but perfectly formed, they were more exciting than anything
Toni had ever witnessed before. He reached out to touch them. . .
As she saw Toni’s hands reach for her breasts, Janet reacted instinctively
and backed away only to realize that it was what she wanted more than
anything. On reconsideration, she moved closer and allowed his hands to
touch the warm, soft, firm flesh of her globes. “I’m sorry they’re not
bigger,” she said and Toni immediately responded, “On you, they’re juswt
right. They’re beautiful!
As his hands tenderly explored her breast, she sat over his groin as
before, only now she began to feel something stirring beneath her. With
the sudden realization that it was Toni’s cock that she felt and realized
that Toni was becoming aroused she felt her own arousal beginning to
develop. It was all new to her and Janet soon felt both eager and fearful
of the unknown which lay ahead. She moved from astraddle Toni to his side
in a move to temper the excited state they were approaching - she needed
time to think.
Whatever her plan, it was not to be as Toni rolled over her and, from his
position on top, proceeded to plant a series of exciting deep soul kisses
on her as his hands made feather light caresses of her breasts and
nipples. Janet had responded both biologically and emotionally as her mind
and body forgot their concerns and met him wholeheartedly. She was hotter
than she’d ever been! Her nipples had grown and hardened and become more
sensitive than she could ever remember and her panties were soon wet with
her vaginal fluids.
Then, as he moved to suckle and lave her erect nipples, Toni sensed that
Janet was not entirely at ease with the situation; rather, she seemed
troubled and he slowed his action. Then as he looked into her eyes, he
realized that something was amiss. He stopped!
As he lay, hesitating, Janet cried out, “Don’t stop! Keep doing it!” and
Toni, still uncertain of her feelings asked, “A penny for your thoughts?”
Janet, recognizing his extreme sensitivity to her needs and desires, said,
“It’s all so new and I guess I’m a little afraid. I really want you
though!”
When Toni returned his attentions to her nipples and breasts, he found all
her constraints gone and she participated completely with him but he did
not press her further; instead, they covered their old familiar routines
and adored each other with their eyes and hands and bodies.
At midnight Toni went to his room, with one stop at the bathroom to
relieve his aching balls, before retiring.
Thursday night, Toni had a school function that kept him away for the
evening and he did not see Janet but sometime after midnight, he heard a
knocking on the wall and he answered with a responding knock. He heard
Janet say softly, “I love you ,” and without really thinking responded in
kind. It was only a little later as he lay awake in his bed that he
realized the enormity of what he had said.
Classes ended at noon for both of them on Friday. Homework was quickly
assembled and completed in the shortest possible time. Both seemed to
sense that tonight they would joint together in sexual intercourse. They
both wanted it; more than they’d ever wanted anything; yet, they both
approached the evening with a certain trepidation. By this time, they had
strong feelings for each other and failure could only damage their
otherwise perfect relationship.
When Toni had suggested they go off-campus for dinner and drinks, Janet
was glad. The free bus trip was made in haste and when they arrived at the
brew pub, they found the food to their liking and the drinks perfect for
relieving their tension.
Then, as they were returning to their dorm, Toni stopped briefly at the
pharmacy to purchase condoms and not knowing anything about them, simply
purchased the most expensive. Then, with the purchase in his pocket, they
stopped at the package store to buy a bottle of champagne and a dozen tea
roses.
Knowing the preparations that Toni was making excited Janet. He was doing
them for her. He wanted her and all her life she had needed to be wanted.
As they rode on the bus, Janet felt her determination to please Toni
growing. . . she simply had to be good and to his liking for the next few
hours! Her only concern was failure but this time there was no resignation
to such a fate.
Back in Janet’s room, with the door locked and bolted, they placed the
champagne on ice in the sink, set two glasses on the counter, placed the
roses in a vase and placed the package of sheepskins on the night stand.
All was done in silent cooperation; then, with preparations completed,
they met and embraced. They kissed and with each continuing kiss, their
excitement grew.
In minutes, they were bared to the waist and moved to her bed for comfort
in their play. As he caressed and suckled her breasts in what was now a
familiar pattern, Janet sensed that she was pleasing Toni. It was what she
wanted and she pursued that end with her entire being. She sought only to
please and in doing so brought her own passions to new heights. When she
felt the zipper open her form fitting jeans, she rose off the bed and
wormed the trousers and panties over her hips and of to stand totally
exposed to Toni’s gaze.
Seeing Toni’s adoring looks, she was suddenly she was proud of her body. .
.a first! She moved back to allow him a better view. She turned and posed
her body for his pleasure in a manner that denied all her previous
feelings about her body and brought further increases in the heights of
her passions.
Toni stood and in a single motion dropped his trousers and shorts to stand
equally bared before her. He stood uncertain and tentative as he
contemplated the picture he presented to Janet, being was aware of her
first experience with a 6' -3“, 250 lb. football lineman and knew his body
no way compared, with his.
Had he known what Janet was thinking, he’d felt no concern. She hadn’t
really looked at her former lover. . .he had been big and furry and
smelled of sweat and she had been in fear of him. She had avoided looking
at her former lover’s cock but as she saw Toni’s she was pretty sure Toni
was bigger. In fact, she felt a rising concern that he was too big for
her! Then, she steeled her mind and resolved to take him even if it meant
injury to herself. . .
As they returned to the bed and pressed their bodies together, both felt
an urgency that had never been so compelling before. It was Janet who
spoke first, “I can’t wait any longer. Do it to me now!” she said.
Toni, acted immediately and spoke as he moved, “Are you sure? Is this what
you want? No reservations?” and a simple look into her eyes gave him
positive responses to all his question. He moved over Janet by instinct
alone and settled into the classic missionary position where he fumbled
with his cock, trying to find Janet’s vestibule. Then, with his fingers to
guide him, he failed to make the connection again and it was on the fourth
try that he felt his cock slide into the soft, warm, wet, smooth folds of
her vagina and her ass rise off the bed in an instinctive move to meet
him.
It was like no other joining, before or since, and Janet lay, her body
steeled against the pain that she had felt in her previous experience.
Then, as the giant man-meat slid into the entrance of her vagina, she felt
only the extreme pleasure which continued to mount rapidly as it
penetrated deeper. There was no pain. In her excitement, Janet raised her
ass off the bed to meet his invading tool and put her arms around his to
hold him in a deep soul kiss as Janet’s cock slid to it’s fullest
penetration. Only then did she feel a slight pain as his crown pushed
against her cervix.
With the pain came the realization that she had taken Toni completely into
her and she felt exaltation - joy such as she had never felt before! She
kissed him again and again as he lay fully embedded in her. She had
succeeded in her quest to make it good for Toni.
When their eyes finally met, Janet saw adoration like she had never seen
before. She saw love such as she never knew existed. She saw excitement
and passion and lust. For the first time in her life, she felt confident
and fully in control. . .she was a winner!
Over her, Toni had also read much from Janet’s eyes. First, he saw passion
and a complete woman - a very beautiful one that was completely his! He
saw love and gratitude and caring and most of all, a compelling need which
he was prepared to fulfill.
It had been very good sex right from the first entry of Toni’s cock into
Janet’s pussy. There was no need for familiarization or experience as they
seemed to know instinctively what to do - each worked to bring pleasure to
the other guided by some deep animal instinct within them! Each was
putting forth their maximum effort. With every new move came a new
sensation and increased pleasure as it demanded another move that brought
another round of sensation and pleasure. .
Three or four minutes later, Toni cried out top Janet that he was about to
cum and she shuddered as her orgasm overtook her. It was at the height of
her peak that she felt Toni’s first spurt of semen into her body.
Several minutes later, as they enjoyed the intimate, peaceful afterglow
that Toni remembered, “Oh My God! I forgot about the condom.” And Janet
said simply, “We’ll go to the medical center and get a “Morning-after”
pill. I wanted to feel you this first time.”
*****
So it began, nearly 20 years ago now, and fate has brought may changes. On
graduation, the couple were separated as they took job s two thousand
miles apart. They had e-mailed and instant messaged each other several
times a day at first; then, with time the messages diminished and stopped
all together.
Some 15 years ago, Toni received word that Janet was marrying a fellow she
had met at her new location and was happy for her. Then, he had gone
overseas on a tough job assignment and there he met a woman who was good
in bed and married. The marriage had been a disaster and after a year and
a huge financial settlement, they were divorced.
Then, four years ago, Janet was back in her old haunts with her husband
and two kids and Toni saw her occasionally in passing. It was shortly
after their return that Toni picked up the morning papers to read that
Janet’s husband had been convicted and sentenced to prison for a giant
stock swindle and the next day another headline that the husband had
committed suicide in shame.
As he still had feelings for Janet, Toni had gone to her to offer his
sympathy and found her quite unshaken. They talked and as they spoke,
Janet made it clear that the marriage was a sham and had been for nearly
two years. When she had discovered his criminal dealings, she had begged
him to quit and he had not listened. She had lost her confidence and her
old feelings of inadequacy had returned. The love she had felt for him was
soon diverted to her kids; Samuel, age 13 and Michelle, age 11.
Today Janet and Toni are married. Still enamored from college days, they
have undertaken to rebuild Janet’s shattered life with a very active sex
life and succeed a bit more each day. Toni has chosen to adopt Samuel and
Michelle. Janet has lost none of her beauty but has regained some of her
confidence; in fact, she’s grown even more desirable to Toni with age.
Today, one of Toni’s greatest pleasures is having her dressed in a sexy
outfit and coiffed to the nines as they walk in public places and men turn
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